Wednesday, 31 December 2008

Happy New Year

Weeeeeeeeeeee its 2009 and already Ive had my first Puke!

You would think that would happen with someone drinking heavily! The thing is I Dont drink at all, nothing, zilch so wtf why was I up at 4am this morning puking?

Must have been something I ate obviously but its still a little irritating when I dont drink, wasnt even drunk or anything like that!

So I welcome the new year in with a foul taste in my mouth, tired as I have to work for 8am and cant even go to sleep at lunch as I have to work then aswell

See things dont change, It maybe 2009 but someone up in the clouds is still watching me and having a right good laugh!

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

Tuesday, 30 December 2008

I feel CRAP

I feel like Crap

Wednesday, 24 December 2008

You know when nobody likes you

You know when no body likes you:-
When you dont hear from them till you contact them
When they never invite you out or round
When you generally feel like your an outsider and different to everyone else.
They never call or text
The only time they do contact you is when they want something (See a pattern emerging)
You make plans to do things and they never manage to find enough time for you so cancel
You get them an Xmas Pressie but they never bothered
Forget your Birthday
IT use to really bother me, that no one or very little people like me, maybe there is just something about me that is no likeable, I use to think I tried so hard but now I hardly bother and I still have the same outcome
I have to face it, I am who I am and people can either like me or not
Why should I let it bother me?
I guess everyone wants to be popular and liked...
I think alot of it is fake
Im picky with my friends, If they use me or upset me in such a way I block them out of my life as why waste your time in the company of friends who are not really who they say they are.
Wouldnt your time be better doing something more constructive with your time?
I dont want this post to sound depressing, I hope it doesnt come across that way
Just remember if you have a good friend keep them close and never let them go as its so damn hard to find another!

Tuesday, 23 December 2008

New Year Resolutions

Its that time of year again to list my new years resolution, ok here it goes, lets see if I manage them!

1. Lose 12lbs
2.Drink Green Tea every day
3.Pay off alot of my debt instead of running up more
4.Get married

Ok so Ive got 12 months to achieve those 4 things, lets see how I do

Sometimes I feel Lucky!!

Not many times do I feel like the lucky one! but all week I have been feeling pretty lucky...

You see there was a major gas explosion here, a few miles away and it blew out a number of small towns 18,000 homes without gas now and well im pleased to say our town was the only one that didnt get effected! how jammy!

Its December its cold, Gas here in the UK is a main energy source, we heat our homes, cook our dinners, wash ourselves and pretty much wipe our asses with gas, ok maybe not the latter but we rely on it heavily

So its Christmas eve, eve and many homes are facing no heating over Christmas, it really couldnt come over a worse time!

Why dont these things happen in Spring or summer?

I dont really rely on my heating much, I have it on a bit in the day but generally I am cold but just put more clothes on. Although hot water is a must

Anyway I just wanna note how damn lucky I feel today

Sunday, 21 December 2008

Things to do before you die

These are the things I wanna do before I die! and the things Ive already done...

1. GET MARRIED
2. GET A HOUSE - DONE
3. HAVE KIDS - DONE
4. TRAVEL TO AMERICA (TOO SEE MY FRIEND) CHICAGO,NEWYORK, LAS VEGAS, FLORIDA ( THERE THE MAIN PLACES) ALSO WOULDNT MIND SEEING CANADA
5. TO GO TO PARIS
6. TO GO TO ROME (DONE)
7.TO OWN A REALLY EXPENSIVE NEW CAR
8.TO GROW MY HAIR REALLY LONG (KINDA DONE)
9. TO BUNGEE JUMP ( I STILL DONT KNOW IF I REALLY WANT TO DO THAT)
10. TO BE RICH ( IM WORKING ON IT)
11. TO GO ON A MEGA BIG SHOPPING SPREE FOR THE DAY IN MANCHESTER AND GET SOMEONE TO CARRY MY BAGS BACK TO THE CAR, AND TO GO WITH SOMEONE WHO LIKES SHOPPING AS MUCH AS ME
12. TO GET A REALLY GOOD FRIEND ( KINDA DONE) JUST CANT SEE HER :-(

IL HAVE TO ADD MORE WHEN I THINK OF MORE



I DONT REALLY KNOW WHAT ELSE I WANT TO DO BEFORE I DIE!

Friday, 19 December 2008

100 THINGS ABOUT ME

OK Ive taken some time out to list 100 THINGS ABOUT ME

1. IM 27
2. IM FEMALE
3. I CANT LIVE WITHOUT COFFEE
4.I LOVE TO SLEEP MORE THEN ANYTHING
5. I LOVE CARS
6. MY DREAM CAR - I DONT HAVE ONE - I HAVE MANY, RANGE ROVER SPORT FOR ONE
7.MY CURRENT CAR IS A HONDA HRV 2001 REG
8.IVE ONLY BEEN ABROAD 3X, SPAIN X2 AND ITALY ONCE
9.I HAVE 2 SONS
10.I LOVE AUTUMN AND WINTER
11. MY CATS ARE CALLED HUGO AND JAZZ
12. I ALWAYS HAD DOGS WHEN GROWING UP THOUGH
13.MY DREAM IS TO BE RICH
14.SUCCESSFUL
15.HEALTHY
16.AND HAVE A NICE SPOTLESS HOUSE
17. PEOPLE GET JEALOUS OF ME
18.IM VERY SARCASTIC
19.AND HARDWORKING
20.I LIKE TO SHOW OFF
21.AND LOOK HOT
22.BUT IM NOT A SLAPPER, TART OR WHORE
23.I NEVER LISTEN TO THE RADIO
24.I USE TO THOUGH
25.I OWN A BLACKBERRY
26.IVE BEEN WITH MY BOYFRIEND SINCE 2000 OR 2001 I CANT REMEMBER!
27. I HOPE TO GET MARRIED SEPT 3RD 2009 BUT I HAVENT BOOKED IT YET
28.MY DREAM DRESS SIZE A UK8 (8 STONE ISH) TIGHT AND FIRM
29.I HAVE STRETCHMARKS BEHIND MY KNEES, THIGHS, SIDES OF STOMACH
30. I DONT THINK IL HAVE ANYMORE BABIES
31. IM SCARED OF FLYING
32. I ALWAYS THINK THE WORSE THEN IM NOT DISAPPOINTED
33. I NEVER EXPECT ANYTHING FROM ANYONE
34, I ALWAYS SAY PLEASE AND THANK YOU
35. I DONT LIKE WASTERS, CHAVS AND LOSERS
36. I FIND DARK HAIRED MEN MORE ATTRACTIVE THEN ANY OTHER HAIR COLOUR
37. I HAVE A LONG TERM FRIENDSHIP WITH MY FRIEND TAMMY
38. I FEEL LIKE WE HAVE MET BEFORE-SOMEHOW
39. SHE LIKES ME TOO LOL AND IS HOT!
40. MY FAMILY IS WEIRD
41. MY SISTERS ARE 15 AND 16 YEARS OLDER THEN ME AND I SEE THEM ONCE A YEAR
42. THEY LIVE MANY MILES AWAY
43. I HAVE ADOPTED JOHNS FAMILY HE HAS 5 SISTERS
44. IM FASINATED WITH CELEBRITIES
45. I LIKE TO IMAGINE WHAT THERE LIVES ARE LIKE
46. I FANCY MR BIG FROM SEX AND THE CITY
47. HE IS 55 THOUGH AND IM 27 SO THATS PROBABLY WRONG RIGHT?
48. I NEVER IMAGINED ID BE DOING MY JOB SO LONG
49. IM SCARED I MIGHT LOSE MY JOB ONE DAY
50. I USE TO SMOKE FOR 10 YEARS 20 FAGS A DAY AND GAVE UP IN MID 2005
51. I HAVENT SMOKED SINCE
52. I DONT DRINK ALCHOL
53. I OWE ALOT OF MONEY :-(
54. SOMETIMES IT WORRIES ME
55. I SHOP TOO MUCH
56. AND CARE WHAT OTHER PEOPLE THINK TOO
57. I WONDER WHAT ID LOOK LIKE BLONDE?
58. I WOULD HAVE PLASTIC SURGERY
59. I DONT MAKE FRIENDS EASILY
60. BUT WHEN I DO THEY ARE FOR LIFE!
61. I WOULD LOVE TO TRAVEL THE WORLD
62. AND DREAM OF WINNING THE LOTTO
63. MUSIC ANNOYS ME
64. AND SO DO FILMS
65. I FIND IT HARD TO READ BOOKS
66. I SPEND ALOT OF TIME ON THE NET
67. I LOVE TO ENTER COMPETITIONS THOUSANDS A MONTH
68. I ONCE WON A 2 NIGHT BREAK IN ROME MANY MOONS AGO
69. IM CLUMSY - WHILE TYPING THIS I KNOCKED MY DRINK OVER AGAIN! GRRR
70. I COULD NEVER HAVE CREAM CARPETS
71. I EAT CHOCOLATE
72. I LOVE KFC.CHINESE AND STUFF THATS NOT GOOD!
73. I WONT EAT SAD CHICKENS UNLESS THERE FAST FOOD ONES
74. I LOVE TO GIVE PEOPLE PRESENTS
75. I WOULD LIKE TO SPEND MORE TIME WITH MY FAMILY BUT THERE NOT INTERESTED
76. IM NOT VERY GOOD WITH SAYING WHAT I FEEL
77. I DONT LIKE CONFRONTATION
78. I LOVE MANCHESTER CITY CENTRE
79. I GREW UP IN READING ITS NEAR LONDON
80. I DONT MISS IT MUCH BUT WONDER WHAT MY LIFE WOULD HAVE BEEN LIKE
81. MY STOMACH RUBBLES ALOT
82.IF I HAD A BIG GARDEN OR LAND ID LIKE TO KEEP CHICKENS
83.I DONT LIKE HORSES
84.OR SPIDERS OR SLUGS
85.OR ANYTHING THAT MOVES FASTER THEN ME
86.HARDLY EVER SKIPS BREAKFAST AS IT MAKES ME HUNGRY ALL DAY
87. ALTHOUGH SKIPPED DINNER TONIGHT AS I WAS FEELING LAZY AND ATE LOADS OF CRAP
88. WISH SHE HAD MORE DETERMINATION TO LOSE THE FINAL 13LBS OF WEIGHT
89. BUT CANT BE ARSED AS FOOD TASTES GOOD
90. I ALWAYS WONDER WHAT PEOPLE THINK OF ME
91. I OFTEN THINK ABOUT MY EX'S
92. I WONDER WHAT ITS LIKE TO BE POPULAR
93.HATES SLEEPING IN HER HOUSE ALONE WITHOUT JOHN
94.BECAUSE SHE HAS A FEAR OF SOMEONE BREAKING IN
95.HAS ALWAYS WORKED EXCEPT THE TIME WHEN I WAS HAVING MY BABIES
96.HARDLY EVER GETS ILL
97. APPLIED FOR BIG BROTHER 3 YEARS IN A ROW YEARS AGO AND DIDNT GET ANYTHING
98.AND THANKS HER LUCKY STARS SHE DIDNT
99.HATES IT WHEN THINGS GO WRONG
100.THE WORD LOL IRRIATES ME YET ITS ALRIGHT